Game Play

Time for an update on my sex life! Fun, right?

I... have never had sex. I'm still a virgin, at 20. Which, isn't bad. I saved myself from the bastard in high school. I've only gotten drunk once, happily, and it was fun. I got oral that night, and I liked it a lot, so it's been on my mind lately.

So, David and I were talking yesterday as we laid in bed (we were going to go watch a community play, but I didn't want to go because it was close to 15 bucks a person... and I didn't want to) just talking and wrestling playfully, and we get on the topic of sex, and if/when we want to, etc., etc... And I tell him about my experience. I mean, it's not so bad, talking about my sex life, but I get embarrassed really easily.

Now, my last boyfriend, the ring-guy who's still angry at me, was afraid of oral sex; receiving and giving. He was kind of picky about what went in his mouth, and his last experience with oral sex, the girl had bit him hard enough to make him bleed. He got the nickname "bite-marks" after that leaked out, and he still gets teased about it.

And so, the topic of oral sex came up, and we figured that we both wanted it. But, after a while, he just got really frustrated and started to squeeze me around the torso, then said something along the lines of, "I fucking hate your period, I want to give you it now."

... And I just couldn't stop smiling. Like, ditzy-smile. Really ditzy.

... Yeah.

Hehe.

Ryan